Change is good?

August 13, 2007 at 9:03 am (private personal space)

So many things happened in the past week that my head is still kind of spinning.
I’m not averse to change but when it happens so fast it’s a bit tough to get used to.
Suddenly you start thinking about things you’ve never given a minute’s thought. Where am I and where do I want to be? Do I like the space I’m in or do I need more? Do I want to stay or go? Do I want to work or study?
Questions, questions. Not always answers.
Sometimes I think I think too much. Why can’t I just let things be without analysing it to death? Why can’t I just accept without questioning? Hmmm…life would certainly be easier, wouldn’t it?
I’m at a crossroads at which I don’t really need to be – it’s simply a by-product of thinking too much.
If I believed in a God, I could pray. But I don’t have that safety net. So what do I do?

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2 Comments

  1. Gnome said,

    When you’re intelligent that’s unfortunately sometimes the price you pay: thinking too much… Good luck Toby, for whatever it is you are wrestling with.

  2. Toby Hanks said,

    Thanks Gnome. I sometimes wish for that “ignorance is bliss” thing though. I’ll get over it. I just need to pull myself towards myself is all.

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